CHAOS

I believed I would step outside of purgatory
Only to find that the sky was still gray
And everything around me was just chaos
I'm not moving as fast as I thought I would be
When I was 13, I was looking through 3D glasses
With firework patterns and seeing the future
Imagining castles

Everyone I know has ADHD
And likes smoking weed and when I hit 23
Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

I believe that when you die, your brain stays alive
You plug it in like an external hard drive
You see your idea of heaven or maybe your idea of hell
I don't think I'm supposed to get this far
I don't even know how to drive a fast car
And I don't want kids, tear out my eyelids
And continue to pretend that I'm somebody else

Everyone I know has ADHD and
Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23
Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

I take my watch off, time disappears
When I put it back on, it goes unbelievably slow

Everyone I know has ADHD
And likes smoking weed and when I hit 23
Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

'Cause I've been carving idols into bedposts
All of my ghosts, all of my hopes
Wishing life was not so evil
Giving time to wasted people
Carving idols into bedposts
All of my ghosts, all of my hopes

Wishing life was not so evil
Giving time to wasted people (people)
For far too long, when you finally realized
That people have been cutting in front of you
The whole damn, the whole damn
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Everyone I know has ADHD
And likes smoking weed and when I hit 23
Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?