Cleaning Up

Finally to my self I got some time
To sit down with my mind and press rewind
Took it back to 2013
Where three fourths of the year a nigga cried
And I don't know why
Sometimes my tears would slip infront the guys
I used to tell em lies instead of telling em how I wanted to
But I was way to P U S S Y
To point a trigger towards my eyes
Instead I resorted to a slow suicide
But that's the past cause

Now I'm
Cleaning up my room
Before it wasn't a easy task but now I'm
Cleaning up my room
Everyday was such a fight but now I'm
Cleaning up my room
And now I finally see some light after
Cleaning up my room
In twenty fifteen I planned the great escape
An NFL dream was my plan to get away
I use to think the money was gon' save us
But it's crazy how I place so much faith inside some paper
When extrinsic motivations do not last that long
Intrinsic motivations is know to last for long as long as your lasting on
You can only learn so much from the cards that you was dealt
So the reason I came home was to learn and unlearn myself
But before I leave again

I'm
Cleaning up my room
Theres somethings I can finally see again after
Cleaning up my room
I think I finally found some balance
Cleaning up my room
Between myself and things around me
Cleaning up my room
I think I finally feel at home again after
Cleaning up my room
Oh shit I found my soul again
Cleaning up my room