Elevation

Toxic
I guess that's what you call it
I'm thinkin with my feelings
And not with any logic
Crazy
That's how I been feelin lately
Told you I was good but it's a war in my mind daily
I was only tryna be in love
But it turned into lust
I don't know who to trust
Just wanted to feel loved by you
But I don't know what the fuck I thought I had to prove to you

You could say I failed at following my heart
I never seen it coming from the start
Shoulda seen it coming from the start
I wasn't seeing you for who you are
But what you coulda been
Was pushing for this love til we hit the bitter ends
But it's a bittersweet feeling
It's time I start healing

It's only up from here
It's only up from here
From my heart
No more tears

Overthinking gone be the death of me
If I keep stressing over you
Gone be the death of me
Gone take the rest of me
Got nothing left of me
Now I'm picking up the pieces from a broken heart alone
I'm out here on my own tryna figure out who I am
I'll never let myself go again
Especially not for another man

Had me thinking I was the problem
But you got issues deep down that need resolving
I thought I could solve it
I thought I could save you
Never wanted to change you
But it's over now and I'm forever grateful

It's only up from here
It's only up from here
From my heart
No more tears



Credits
Writer(s): Micah Larae
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