letter
I wonder if I'm worth it
Ended up far away
Cause I kept on working
I'm still fighting today
Past mistakes
Have found their way
To hold me down
I'm not okay
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
Lookin' at my past, never felt this harder
Hardships, brought tears to my mother
Dad, on the other side, fighting me and fighting life
Wants me off the cigarettes, sorry, won't happen tonight
I'm feeling nostalgic
All the choices that I made, brought in something tragic
Unaware of consequences, in my world of plastic
Growing up, I realized that it's not fantastic
To do the things I've done
I cheated and I lied, what have I become
Pretending to be someone else, I tried to run
But no more, this darkness I'll fight, 'till I'll be long gone
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
I can't erase all the time I wasted
Running from the truth got me sad and fainted
Singing my regrets, getting way over my chest
I need power to move on, maybe one day I'll be blessed
Fast forward, trials and tribulations
So different, always in disconnections
Showing you my point, I don't think you wanna hear me
I know where it goes and I know it won't be easy
The party's over again and I ain't sleeping
It's 4 am and I'm blowing smoke out to the ceiling
Looking for my peace, but I'm drinking alcohol
Way too much into my system, I'm about to lose it all
My memory lane is full
Tears left in people's eyes, I'm feeling so ridiculed
Bad choices took a toll on everything I do, demons join me in the booth
Pessimistic and alone, there's no room for someone new
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
I can't erase all the time I wasted
Running from the truth got me sad and fainted
Singing my regrets, getting way over my chest
I need power to move on, maybe one day I'll be blessed
Maybe one day I'll be blessed
Maybe I could've stopped it
Prevent it all from happening
If I only had patience
To act better about it
Time would've showed
Everything we missed and needed
We would've known
What to do to feel completed
Playing the chances now
It could've turned around
This way of acting loud
Fights would've stopped somehow
We were impulsive
Easygoing with choices
Instead of one
Together we are two voices
I wonder if I'm worth it
Ended up far away
Cause I kept on working
I'm still fighting today
Past mistakes
Have found their way
To hold me down
I'm not okay
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
I can't erase all the time I wasted
Running from the truth got me sad and fainted
Singing my regrets, getting way over my chest
I need power to move on, maybe one day I'll be blessed
Ended up far away
Cause I kept on working
I'm still fighting today
Past mistakes
Have found their way
To hold me down
I'm not okay
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
Lookin' at my past, never felt this harder
Hardships, brought tears to my mother
Dad, on the other side, fighting me and fighting life
Wants me off the cigarettes, sorry, won't happen tonight
I'm feeling nostalgic
All the choices that I made, brought in something tragic
Unaware of consequences, in my world of plastic
Growing up, I realized that it's not fantastic
To do the things I've done
I cheated and I lied, what have I become
Pretending to be someone else, I tried to run
But no more, this darkness I'll fight, 'till I'll be long gone
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
I can't erase all the time I wasted
Running from the truth got me sad and fainted
Singing my regrets, getting way over my chest
I need power to move on, maybe one day I'll be blessed
Fast forward, trials and tribulations
So different, always in disconnections
Showing you my point, I don't think you wanna hear me
I know where it goes and I know it won't be easy
The party's over again and I ain't sleeping
It's 4 am and I'm blowing smoke out to the ceiling
Looking for my peace, but I'm drinking alcohol
Way too much into my system, I'm about to lose it all
My memory lane is full
Tears left in people's eyes, I'm feeling so ridiculed
Bad choices took a toll on everything I do, demons join me in the booth
Pessimistic and alone, there's no room for someone new
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
I can't erase all the time I wasted
Running from the truth got me sad and fainted
Singing my regrets, getting way over my chest
I need power to move on, maybe one day I'll be blessed
Maybe one day I'll be blessed
Maybe I could've stopped it
Prevent it all from happening
If I only had patience
To act better about it
Time would've showed
Everything we missed and needed
We would've known
What to do to feel completed
Playing the chances now
It could've turned around
This way of acting loud
Fights would've stopped somehow
We were impulsive
Easygoing with choices
Instead of one
Together we are two voices
I wonder if I'm worth it
Ended up far away
Cause I kept on working
I'm still fighting today
Past mistakes
Have found their way
To hold me down
I'm not okay
Now I'm writing sad lyrics
While everybody's sleeping, I've been searching through my spirit
I wanna get it all on paper, I want you to feel it
My letter from me to you, I'm sorry and defeated
I can't erase all the time I wasted
Running from the truth got me sad and fainted
Singing my regrets, getting way over my chest
I need power to move on, maybe one day I'll be blessed
Credits
Writer(s): Toma Teodor
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