Ornaments & Arguments

I've grown, now what's the meaning
In saying if you don't believe things
I've thrown ornaments in argument
They break, we mend. Pick up and go again

Hell of a day you picked to play relationships
Hell of a way to slip and when the plates were stacked
Hell of a break to catch you had to stake it all
No more mistakes to fall back on consequences call
See there were ways before let's call it some
Before the web was spun there's thread to sow
And, yeah I may be grown and own my own mistakes
Been taking baby steps along the way
Because I'm still afraid
Yeah, and I'm still a way, maybe a marathon or two a day
You see, I'm running out of breath
And what I have I really have to save
All I engraved I hope to save it for eternity
Now that there's just no belief, as empty as the mantle piece
Everything we stood for scattered, smashed, upon the ground beneath
I lay a wreath and count the days before I leave
Because without you there's no point that I can see

I've grown, now what's the meaning
In saying if you don't believe things
I've thrown ornaments in argument
They break, we mend. Pick up and go again

But I can't find you there, I can't see the way
It comes with the wind
Cos all I see along the way is seizures all up In my brain

I've grown, now what's the meaning
In saying if you don't believe things
I've thrown ornaments in argument
They break, we mend. Pick up and go again

All of these signals, I can't decipher shit
If it's so simple why can't I catch my breath?
And I think back