Forever Frantic

Don't you feel that you're out of time
In this crazy world, it tells me I'm fine
It's too late and there's no rewind
I think I am gonna lose my mind

Ayo, I've been forever frantic (Huh)
Going about in endless panic
For of my all time on this hectic planet (Huh)
I don't even know how I ever managed
It might seem kinda crazy to see (Huh)
But I think time has made me believe
It's like an illusion with time movin'
Slow and fast simultaneously (Shit)
And I got a thousand thoughts racin' (Huh)
Scattering in anything but in formation
I don't know if I got any more patience
When I'm turning into a psych ward patient
Mentality, I really can't have vacations (Huh)
'Cause it feels like procrastination
Got no time to play like what Guru said
Nothing but work post-graduation
This reminds me of biking on Takolusa (Oh)
'Cause I'm tryna up climb this hill
I don't know when I'm supposed to grind until
When there's no sight of time to chill
This shit has been in the back of my mind
As everybody is passing through time (Uh)
It's amazing how much we have been through
In what feels like a flash in ya eyes

Don't you feel that you're out of time
In this crazy world, it tells me I'm fine
It's too late and there's no rewind
I think I am gonna lose my mind

Man I feel like it was startin'
Ever since the days of kindergarten
'Cause year after year, for 5 days of the week
We were all constantly given jargon
And does that bullshit even matter? (No)
When at the end, you just need to stash up
Wasting that time and stressing out
Over bullshit when I'm tryna be a rapper (Yeah)
As a kid, I thought shit was dope when we're older
But no one mentioned the bigger load on our shoulders (For real)
Now it seems like retirement or death
Are the only times that I know when it's over
'Cause I remember back in those days
When it was all about Legos and Nerf guns (Yeah)
I reminisce and yes it was sure fun
'Cause nowadays I gotta get all this work done
For all of these years I've been putting in work (Huh)
When do I enjoy the fruits of labor?
I don't wanna do it when I'm too old to do so (Yeah)
Don't tell me to do it later (Facts)
I sacrifice school, sleep or social life
And everyday there's a new problem for me (Damn)
Man I wish I was a kid again (I wish)
It was going nice when shit felt consequence free

Don't you feel that you're out of time
In this crazy world, it tells me I'm fine
It's too late and there's no rewind
I think I am gonna lose my mind

Oh yeah, motherfucker I'm fine
I'm too young to have bags under my eyes (Damn)
But that quarantine made it more extreme
I doubt my brain is functioning right (Oof)
It's beyond being not consistent
My sleep schedule now is non-existent
Keeps on pushing back in a constant cycle
With so many alarms that I'm just skippin' (Wake up)
But is it the right move to forfeit
When I'm developing unhealthy habits (For real)
Because I'm just too exhausted
I didn't need a doctor to tell me that shit
And I just finished my 5-hour Energy
So my eyes open wide now and fidgety (Now what)
No time to vibe out and sit at ease
It finna be sunrise now I'm finna sleep

Fuck