by the end of the night

I go out at night to the back of the garden

There's something 'bout my eyes, when I see 'em, I cry
But if I'm gonna cry, then I'll do it in private
I promise I'll be fine by the end of the night

Sometimes I go quiet, but I'm just tired
And I don't wanna talk too much
Other times, I'm frightened of life
'Cause it's just not what I thought it was

I only feel better when I'm crying in middle of night
When there's no around me and my heart is broken
Crying in the middle of night
When there's no one to hold me, but I can reopen
Crying in the middle of night
When I am wide awake and I should give myself a break
Well, I'm trying, trying, trying
To be better by the end of night

I go out at night so that no one can hear me (no one can hear me)
Something 'bout the silence puts me at ease
For a second in time, I can see clearly (I can see clearly)
For a second in time, I can just breathe

So if I go quiet, I'm just tired
And I don't wanna talk too much
Other times, I'm frightened of life
'Cause it's just not what I thought it was
I don't know why

But I only feel better when I'm crying in middle of night
When there's no around me, and my heart is broken
Crying in the middle of night
When there's no one to hold me, but I can reopen
Crying in the middle of night
When I am wide awake, and I should give myself a break
Well, I'm trying, trying, trying
To be better by the end of night



Credits
Writer(s): John Barnabas Greenwell Lister, Josie Elizabeth Gah Lai Man, Ines Dunn
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