Ptsd

Lately I've been hearing voices in my head
I've been seeing red
Waking up wishing I was dead
How the fuck my life suppose to change
When everyday I can see that bullet in his brain
This ain't suppose to happen
I'm forever on the post you know my life traumatic
Stressing bout the past I need an automatic
My life is like a movie shit so cinematic

Iont shed tears I drip blood from the eyes
So I had to find god it was a hope in disguise
Prayin I find who did it ain't no time to decide
Ima wet the nigga up and leave em baptized
You beefing me wit dawgs now you got me involved
Had to grab my 12 but Iont fuck wit the law
Just like a new born Ima leave em in awe
Put em on cold ice Iont think he can thaw
Cold hearted nigga you'd forget I'm anemic
Walked in on a homi yea I couldn't believe it
There Blood pouring on the floor yea I wish I ain't see it
I was only 15 thinkin niggas was schemin
It was unexpected I ain't think I'll see you dead the soul done hit the exit
Trap Boomin up in heaven I hope you get this message
And you know we share a bond ain't shit disconnected
And know I live through u
Unexpected a fucking father killed his daughter That ain't no protection
I'm at a lost for words I think I need directions
I think bout Vanessa and all of our recollections
A phone call up to heaven can't get no reception

Lately I've been hearing voices in my head
I've been seeing red
Waking up wishing I was dead
How the fuck my life suppose to change
When everyday I can see that bullet in his brain
This ain't suppose to happen
I'm forever on the post you know my life traumatic
Stressing bout the past I need an automatic
My life is like a movie shit so cinematic



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Writer(s): Karim Sims
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