My Guilt

It's a kind of loneliness I haven't felt before
I'm a little helpless, a little insecure
They told me I would find my way
Why do I believe the promises they make?

And it's been just me for a while now
Though I wish I wasn't used to it somehow
And if they asked me if I was okay
I'm sure I know what I would say

Trying to find a piece of me lost many years ago
They all think I've found it but it's really just for show

Cause I've been pretending so long
And now they've all got me wrong
To tell the world about it
Might erase all that I've built
So I resign to live with my guilt

I don't want to go to that place again
But when there's nowhere else to go, what then?
It's a cycle that I've tried to break
But I'm still in the hurricane of my mistakes

Trying to find a piece of me lost many years ago
They all think I've found it but it's really just for show

Cause I've been pretending so long
And now they've all got me wrong
To tell the world about it
Might erase all that I've built
So I resign to live with my guilt

And I'm sorry you found out this way
And cause I've been so honest that's the price that I've paid
For fooling those I've loved so long
Into thinking that I could be so strong

Cause I've been pretending for so long
And now they've all got me wrong
To tell the world about it
Might erase all that I've built
So I resign to live
To live
With my guilt



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Lowe
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