Healing

What do I do
High school me never thought I would make it this far
What do I say when people say
Wow you're still here that's bizarre
What do I do when I don't know who I really am
People say what were you like back then
And I just say "damn I don't remember"
I was too busy people pleasing
And appeasing I hate confrontation
That's a conversation I don't wanna have
For the sake of my peace for the sake of my peace
I am glad I am glad

I can put down the Bible that I wrote on emotional survival
I'm so glad I got the strength to cut you off
Used to cry about it but now I scoff
I am healing
I am feeling and that is never gonna stop
I have so much room to grow
And if you can't handle that then go
You can go
No one's stopping you anymore
You can go

I learned to say 'no' are you surprised
Saw right through all of your fuckin lies
Wanted to say it's us 'til the very end
But now all of your voices they blend
It's like a resurrection of memories
When you're around they start a frenzy
Feeling all the bad things you said
Tucked away in the back of my head but
I am healing I am feeling I am growing and I am knowing