Kerosine

I'm a Fein for feeling clean
I fill a bath with kerosine
Rip out the IV of saline
Thinking of death since seventeen

Drag the blade across my wrist until I start to bleed
When the leaches like to feed
Chemicals that cause a sting

Candles lighting up the darkness of the room
Starting to get used to all the smells
Burning nose from heavy fumes
Strike the match across the grit and see a spark that smokes
Dip my head under the surface fill my lungs until I choke

Welcome to the crucifixion self-inflicted ceremony
I've been doing evil things I'm not too sure on where I'm going
As I watch the flame burn on I look along a room that's glowing
How long will it take for me to die there is no way of knowing

Drop the match and light me up
I will never be enough
as the flames surround my head
not a single tear will shed

Burning flesh until it's gone
how have I survived this long
melting bones that were so strong
making up for all my wrongs



Credits
Writer(s): Jullian Parker
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