Faded Dreams

Oh, oh, oh

I had dreams, but they've all vanished
To another planet, and now I'm stuck in this world, feeling stranded
Nobody understands me
These demons that I stand with, would really come in handy
Cause they were so evil, like me, the lethal chemistry
Would keep us together, like an similarity with symmetry
But it came with pain, that would burn all of my thoughts to the ground
Till my head was burnt out, from receiving motivation' from sounds, ya
I had my dreams planned out
But they didn't go' as planned, cause I was failing' in my doubts
I blew em' out, and didn't know what life was about
Became addicted to the darkness, like I was in a blackout
Now it's hard for me to sleep at night
It was the reason, why my body was too weak, to fight
I was scheduled for success, but I missed my flight
And fell deep' in a slump, and never once, would I see the light
It was impossible 'for me to shine bright
Too delusional' to know, when it was time to fight
The saint that I saw in the mirror, in my mind, would strike
With nothing left for me to do, but to spew these rhymes, as I write
If I had a chance to go back to the basics
To change certain things, would I ever make it?
And if I found motivation, and never had stress, would my dreams still be faded?

Oh, oh, oh
All my dreams are faded
Faded, faded, faded, oh, oh
Faded

I had dreams, but they never came true
And all the pain that I've went 'thru, would change me, and my brain too
I've dealt with folks 'that tried to screw me' with their lying tools
It destroyed me, and made me feel like such a dying fool
Denying clues 'from the riddles, but my brain knew
That I was being taken advantage of, by the same crew
That I've encountered, and was forced to isolate
Traumatized, horrified, and hypnotized' at such a young age
I grew more hate' for the people, in my mind state
Broken' like an fiend, that was cursed' to never find faith
Death is what I've faced, as my eyes were blurry
I almost said goodbye to life, and said hello to the cemetery
But I'm stuck, living in this controversy
Regretting on' not retaliating on the ones, who've hurt me
I'm breaking down, and I'm feeling wasted
Wondering' if I'll ever find peace, in this world of hatred
My life is gloomy, and faded in the dark
I'm shading black on the marks' of my vulnerable heart
Fantasy dreaming' on the feeling, of what's left in the spark
Without me' dealing with the drama, and stress, from the start
Focused on refusing to let stress' restart
And put a check mark on the peace' request, from my heart
Cause living with pain, can make you feel wasted
From watching' all your dreams, get faded

Oh, oh, oh
All my dreams are faded
Faded, faded, faded, oh, oh
Faded

I had dreams, but they blew up in smoke
Turned to ashes, then I would spiral' out of control
I tried to save em', but a voice was telling me to let em' go
Till I felt the aftermath' of regrets, kicking in my soul
Would hear the echoes, while I lost control, ya
I felt satan, when he crossed my soul, ya
I remember when he took my soul, and my dreams
Slaughtered them, and threw em' right in the hole
Piled the dirt' on top of them, then dug the shovel, next to them
I tried to plan' to pay a visit, but he said' come again, ya
Then I end up being' in a slump, once again
I stopped taking pills, but the stress makes me' want some again, ya
People think' I'm happy, but I only pretend
Misery betrayed my heart, like my friends did, at the end
Only have myself, but I hate feeling lonely
Invisible to the world, nobody knows me
Everything is slowly' falling apart
I feel ejected' from my dreams, like an falling star
They were taking away from me, and if I'm not mistaken
The devil's the cause' of my non-ending frustrations
And why I'm alone, talking to myself, in my basement
To hide from reality, but eventually I'll face it
And realize that my life is a waste, and
My dreams will forever' be faded

Oh, oh, oh
All my dreams are faded
Faded, faded, faded, oh, oh
Faded