Fatum III: Charlie's Choice (feat. Hejai Beats)

I pulled my blinds up and now the sun up it's coming inside
Had those dark thoughts, now that's something I'm brushing aside
Hard to sum up but there's something that's coming to life
I put it in my hindsight, that's just something I'm brushing aside
I swept away the snow and now I'm stretching, I come up to climb
I was sipping strong dark thoughts done with crutches now I'm loving my life
I feel there's something that's coming to life
I put it in my hindsight, that's just something I'm brushing aside

Sick of sitting on my hands, waiting for something to save me
I was sitting in a flat four months I was waiting
The gin soaked glasses stacked up for the tasting
And destination self-medicate now destiny saved me
I was playing tennis in my mind, yeah I'm talking Rod Laver
I was plan breaking, damn near shaking every day
Now I'm out here flag waving
I had my moment on Damascus road, hands raising
I heard my man say it
I heard it in your voice now, something is different
The gears switched I'm lifted, no more pause and ellipsis
Awkwardly shifting, talking short of course I'm indifferent
Gaunt with a sickness, tortured mournings start drifting I was slipping
I was drowning in the Styx now I sail through it
I express my soul loud, that's how men do it
She's my port in the storm, shit I steered to it
I nailed my colors to the mast, now I shout it from my heart and laugh

I pulled my blinds up and now the sun up it's coming inside
Had those dark thoughts, now that's something I'm brushing aside
Hard to sum up but there's something that's coming to life
I put it in my hindsight, that's just something I'm brushing aside
I swept away the snow and now I'm stretching, I come up to climb
I was sipping strong dark thoughts done with crutches now I'm loving my life
I feel there's something that's coming to life
I put it in my hindsight, that's just something I'm brushing aside