Lies I've told myself since you left

I'm doing so good on my own
I don't even check my phone, no more
And I wouldn't answer if you called
Who knew I loved being alone
Wish you could see how much I've grown
But I don't mind if you don't care at all

I'm staying out of trouble
But I miss sending double text
Explaining why my brain just
Processes everything wrong

I don't miss your subtle jokes
And I don't miss your cuddles
I don't miss how he knew
All the words to the same songs

I miss the crying on the phone
I miss the times that I had flown
Across the country to make you happy
But I know that you don't

I'm good at getting out of bed
I've found some peace inside my head
No more blood will be shed
'Cause I'll just talk it out instead

Dear God, I fucking love myself
So proud of my own mental health
I've just been adding to my wealth
And there's no pain to be felt

I'm just lying to myself
It's all I do since you left
I'd give up everything if
I could have you back instead

I've just being lying to myself
It's all I've done since you left
You were my everything now
I'm just by myself and out of breath



Credits
Writer(s): Doan, Doan Singh
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