Lying to Myself

I still live in the illusion that you actually love me
I still live in the illusion that I'm actually happy
I still live in the illusion that I'm worth something
I still wonder why I got up this morning

I still think that you actually cared
I still think that you used to be there
I still feel like there's a connection
I still feel like maybe we'll make it
I still think that you actually cared
I still think that you used to be there
I still feel like there's a connection
I still feel like maybe we'll make it

I still wonder if there was anything
Or if I made it all up just for me
I still wonder if I was in love
Or if she hurt me so much I just pretended I was
I still wonder if there was anything
Or if I made it all up just for me
I still wonder if I was in love
Or if she hurt me so much I just pretended I was

I know what I did was draining
And I can't justify anything
It's entirely so messed up
They say it makes you crazy when you fall in love
I know what I did was draining
And I can't justify anything
It's entirely so messed up
They say it makes you crazy when you fall in love
When you fall in love, when you fall in love, when you fall

So I just lie to myself
So I'll just lie to myself
Sit here lying to myself
I'll sit here and lie to myself

I still live in the illusion that you actually love me
I still live in the illusion that I'm actually happy
I still live in the illusion that I'm worth something
I still wonder why I got up this morning



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