peev·ish

I think about the things I shouldn't think about too often
Speaking nonsense
Diminish my accomplishments
Never saw it coming seems so fucking obvious
Temper tantrums need an audience
Come back and watch this shit
I haven't lived yet, can we rewind?
There's birth, death, and then there's life in the meantime
How does one unwind?
And feel content with only fine
When I can hear complaints contained in your sigh
So why? Stick round and lie
Pick apart the parts that you despise - interlocking eyes
We've tangled with each other yeah - intertwined
This is where the future stops, time for our goodbyes
So long and perhaps good riddance
There's a right and wrong but what's the difference?
Opinions and positions?
Nothing really justifies existence
Admitted, I'm just yet another walking talking cynic
Poof, hocus pocus, hope you notice
Rise out the mud you little lotus
How hard can it be to focus?
On no one else - hypnosis
Heart palpitates a little bit
I tend to give it way too quick
Hyperhidrosis
We're told that the ghost lives
Better hold on to those moments
And as I go to close grip
They slip, dripping across the floor
Begging to become yours, I'm searching for something more
I just wanted to feel adored, How can love turn so quick to scorn
Adulting is boring and filling forms
Fake news is everywhere, so what's informed?
Thin the herd, you are king, be yourself, why conform?
I wanted to be wanted
"Blue Velvet" hidden in a closet
What could I do to stop this
Looking for a savior who's looking for a profit
Looking for the answers yet all I hear is nonsense
Things to do but I don't wanna do them
Can't open my eyes without feeling influenced
Ads everywhere looking for a shoe in
I won't open up just for you to gain some extra cents

Can someone start noticing?
Can someone please notice me?
There's no more focusing, constant stimulation
No more potency

Can someone start remembering?
Can someone please remember me?
There's no more adventuring, constant dismemberment
No more centering

There's no reason to be upset