Forever

I don't know my world
You don't know your world
I know your world
You don't know my world
I have delusional pictures
Translucent feelings
Kneeling to god and doing his bidding
I don't want to rhyme anymore
I don't want to rap anymore
I don't like the art anymore
I'm so close to the end I'm bored
I'm afraid
I'm so fucking afraid
And you're afraid
So fucking stupid and annoying
You
And them
You and these fucking thoughts
I'm losing my mind
I'm afraid it'll be gone by the time

Forever lasts a long time
I can't find
I can't find myself
I can't think of a reason to keep going
But I'm too afraid to stop so I doesn't matter
I need to sleep
I'd benefit from more
And maybe I should stop watching so much porn
I want drugs back
That's just who I am
Who I was
It helped me
Kept me sane
But once there done I go insane
Without them
I need them
I'm weirdly addicted
I'm fixated
Situated
Snuggly fit I'm excruciated
Help me live
I can't do it alone
I use your thoughts and tone
My tone
It tells a story
But I still don't know it
I don't know it
My thoughts are still scrambled
What happened
What's happening
I'm losing myself
I'm losing my head
I can feel it now
I feels like I'm dead
It fills me with dread
I want to shed
My skin
I can't accept the good words
My negative perception my self hurts
I feel so evil
I feel so lost
I'm so medieval
I'll turn to frost
Stuck in time
I broke my mind
I can't go forward I can only go back
I really don't want to rhyme right now
And I can't find a reason
I can never find a reason
I don't know why I do this at all
I don't know how to never not fall
I don't even know what that means
Is this all I can say
No one's gonna like this song
It's not even a song
It's just words
Over a track
Track?
Ok

Hop on the track
In my back
Reasons I lack
I bring all the flack
When I shoot that bitch wack
I could rap for days
I could tap for plays
I could stamp my legs
Feel broke I'm spayed
Like a dog or a cat
In the fog like a bat
In the batcave
I behave like an animal
Danimals
Switch up the meat like a cannibal
Funny like blannibal
Hannibal
Stuck in the rocks im a cannonball
Do too much like I'm Santa
Fizz in that bitch like a fanta
Got all the plaques on the mantle
Mantis the knowledge I can't handle
Bitch like josh I got on my sandals
I look up words in the dictionary
To fit my rhymes and the visionary
Got spirals in my head it's an illusion
Go baryon mode nuclear fusion
I'm naruto but I'm sasuke
I like a little dick but I'm not gay
Cant always be serious
Blow that shit up like I'm Syrian
Crazier words im Shakespearean
Darkness bitch I'll put yo ass in oblivion
On the meridian
North to south poll portal obsidian
Now all I'm doing is rhyming
Double timing my flow like I'm flo riding
On the front cover insider
Going so fast I'm on fire
Beat that boy up I'm a fighter
I'm just an artist and a writer
Open that pit up a lil wider
I've always wanted to be a spider
Arachnid
Im attracted
To what this track did
It retracted
My emotion
Float with a potion
On the ocean
With no commotion
As god approaches
With a higher dosage
On a bed of roses
Body disposes
And I'm forever trapped



Credits
Writer(s): Cab Psychotic, Mccabe Mostoller
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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