Chronophobia

Time is black
Time is an illusion yet we perceive it as fact
Must abide by it's taps

Time is black
Time is something we take for granted but never get it back
Time is always past

I'm a waste of Time
I waste all of my Time wasting away
Getting wasted and forgetting I'm alive
Why oh why? There's got to be more to life
Than just getting by, pesky little human acting like a fly-

Away, I never will
In attempts to grow wings I always stand still
It feels so real but once eyes peel, I see its daydreams
When did nightmares seem so serene to me?

(Nodding off)

Time is an illusion, made by silly humans
To help us track all of our confusions
So tell me, ya feeling useless?
Well so am I, surprise surprise
I'm the boy who cried wolf too many Times

Time is a black hole
Time is gone before I can think about you again, you fucking asshole
Building castles out of old friendships
Picking battles with loved ones is intrinsic
Committed to non-commitment
Man behind the mask is simply non-existent
Persistent contradiction
If everything was fine

Then why do I feel so suspicious?
Your words became so factitious
What are my god damn ambitions?
Always angry, always vicious
So tell me - what is your limit?

(Nodding off, I'm not enough)

Time is irrelevant
Rip this flesh upon my skeleton
In search of love and benevolence

But all I found was you
So what am I to do
When I always see your face in a crowded room?

Heart beat racing, when your name is said
I'll keep chasing, treadmilling till the end
I'm not crazy, just itchy in the head
Insignificant, I said "I am different than the text"

(Nodding off, I'm am not enough)

Time stops for no man, help preserve this moment
What will it take for you to finally notice?
So hopeless, it seems I have no more focus
Days go by and we're told it gets-

Harder and harder, when'd did I become a bother?
I know if I even try, I'll end it all, I am a martyr
I move closer, you mover farther
She has bruised, and I have scared her
Tried too hard, and now I lost her
Behind a mask, you're impostor
I am human, so I'm monster
Never thought I'd double cross her
Missed my target, now I've shot her
Always waiting, how much longer?

(Nodding off)

I am stuck between the future, I am stuck between the past
I am stuck between the muscle, I am stuck between the fat
I am stuck between the tears and I am stuck between the the laughs
I am stuck between the moment that we're never getting back

Time is black