Jose Maria

It's hard sometimes to think in something special
When you have only deceptions but
I'm still good after all
Fever of ambitions
I'm still insecure
Writing songs that means satisfaction, for y'all
Thank you for supporting me
Why Am I like this?
Im the only guy that surround him by his thoughts
They consume me

To finally feel pressure as strict parents who want their children to be perfect
No more kids
In the pandemic I discovered a lot of myself so I hate it
Then I force myself to change and keep going
All nights looking at the ceiling
Nobody there
Only me hating myself
My thoughts turning black
Like many celebrities as jack
Everything on tv is black
I'm not jack
I'm not back
I fucked up my relation with some friends
The 808 guy

Hate myself for keep my distance when I need them most
There was a wall between the group
That was me
So awful thing
I'm not making another post, damn
Forgot all the days the moves of my body are the same
Is 19:39pm and
I remember you girl
Why is so difficult to be together?
We like each other
Why we need to pay attention to biases?
The routine is killing me
A puzzle to put on some notes between
You are the melody I can't get out of my mind
You are not my side
But I have my guys, ahh
In these time
I realize that my friends are my shield and
They always are on my side, yiu

I'm a mess in social media's talks
Everybody are United but
I feel apart
Excluded as shit
I stopped having faith
Everybody have little groups to talk about it
But I feel I'm not
Not belonging anywhere
Complicated person
Looking satisfaction just for fun
My social get down
The communication with people actually sucks
Nobody answer at all
Hi I'm middle but I can become fl-y
Nothing change is all the same
Just me looking the sky
My goals
What I am capable
That I'm stable
Just able
To feel everything
And do it all alright, hum

(A short song but
I like it)...



Credits
Writer(s): Jose Tamayo
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