Curiosity Killed the Cat

I'd like to know, do you still think of me when you fly home?
You were someone I used to know, but we don't speak the same anymore

If I saw you now what would you say?
Could you look at me all the same?
I heard what you said as you turned away
Feel myself dissipate and decay

I feel a phantom behind me of someone I thought I knew
We disconnected in august and I've never felt so blue
You slipped through my fingers but I'm still caught up on you
So I'll keep my distance and crumble from out of view

Will you turn away for good this time? because this feelings such a different shade
What is there I could've of done that would've made you want to stay?
There's nowhere left for it to hide so I'll spill it all in front of these timid and discolored eyes
Is there anything here left to save?

I'd like to know, what would you say if we were alone?
Without your friends and without your phone,
Just talk to me and speak on your own

I'm hollow now, I'll rot away
My bones are cracking, I can feel as they break
My lungs are tighter now with each breath I take
I'm lying face down as it all starts to fade

I'm stuck on a memory, the night when I last saw you
Your arms were around my neck as we said our goodbyes for good
The waves were crashing so calmly as my heart broke into two
Right now I'll circle the drain but I'll find my way back to you