Once More

Feels good to be alive
Once more
Don't feel the urge to die no more
Feels good to be alive once more
I don't have to cry no more
No more

No more, yeah
But even if I did though
It's not an issue
Gotta do what you gotta do
Just to get through
Even if it's tears
Aligning my chakras
Adjusting my energy
With no crystals
I feel dead inside before the
Feel alive
Bring a missed joy that I can't describe
Life a journey simply a ride
I don't want much just some peace of mind
Finally getting a lil taste of that
A few years that I wasted in fact
Demons tryna step up to the plate
Got embarrassed and now they all
Way in the back
Couple storms I was waitin to pass
I didn't have me a Farnsworth, uh
Coulda died and God saved me from that
I think just to show me what I'm worth
So, now I can't question it
On my right is an angel
The left where the devil sits
So on one side an embrace
On the other a stiff arm
I'm ambidextrous
To much love
I can't entertain pettiness
Don't think that's the reason that he
He kept me here
Lotta hardships lotta craziness
That's what led me here
No I can't forget
I coulda be gone if I let
Myself be
Now I'm in my right mind
And I'm healthy
Couldn't pay him back if I wanted
I felt cheap
Who to talk to
Ain't think nobody felt but
I talk to the maker
Got down on my knees
He closed up the wounds
From which I bleed
Got rid of the folks
Who ain't had my best interest
And turned around gave me the
Solidest team
Thank God

Feels good to be alive
Once more
Don't feel the urge to die no more
Feels good to be alive once more
I don't have to cry no more
No more

Off inna phase
I was lost in my ways
Yelling God place me
In the dirt I can't
Go with my days
So tired of the pain
I can hardly maintain
Don't know who I am
Thoughts in the brain
So wrong nowadays
Scared the heart in the cage
Won't beat right again
Yet here am I
Alive feeling awesome
God is good
Thankful that he didn't off one
Look to the hills like it's Beverly
Weird to me
How them bad thoughts
Wasn't scaring me
Never been so down with hopes
That they bury me
That's until I hit the lowest
I've ever seen
Catching me off my A game had so rarely
Happened for that juncture
Had to be there to see
No hope for life but I pulled myself
Outta the pit of my mind
And addressed all my errancies
Maturation on another level
Won't tell all the details
Just letting you know
Development so insane
Never once the same
Two years in a row
If I connect all the dots
From the past 8 years
Then I promise you'd know
These new faces think I'm stand-off-ish
They don't really know
I fool with em tho
Don't wanna slip to my old ways
Memories way too
Fresh in the dome
They say it's natural okay
It's a big change
Cuz I used to be cold
Won't dwell on doubters or skeptics
Now that won't address with my breath
Time'll prove to them both
I'm not held down by the past
I learned to just laugh
Feels good I'm alive once more

Feels good to be alive
Once more
Don't feel the urge to die no more
Feels good to be alive once more
I don't have to cry no more
No more



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Writer(s): Kameron Douglass
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