When It Was Chaotic

What if
It never changes
My pain is endless
And that's it
And what if
I'm always healing
Forever pining
For sanity

But now life has ceased
And the storm's calmed its breeze

Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
But I can't take emotionless
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head

What if
The ache just worsens
My bones can't balance a skeleton

But now life has ceased
And to stone my numb feeling

Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
But I can't take emotionless
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic

It's not easy
Feeling nothing

Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
But I can't take emotionless
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic



Credits
Writer(s): Emilia Rose Tarrant
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