1During

All throughout my recollection
I done left myself in second
Settled for whatever's left
Feeling like I needed extra
Wondering what you really meant
Don't think I can heal it yet
Watched my story, seen't you check
Said you'd never peek again
1During what the reason was
I know how you keep a grudge
Glad that we don't keep in touch
Sad that I had feelings once
Sad to say they passed a way
The past could weigh
Packed away
Eating at me pass a plate

Passions turned to passerby's
I could say I know you but I never did I'd rather lie
You act surprised
I'm asking why, 1During
I'll just hit the blunt again
"Up again!, Up again!"
Shoulda never trusted it
Love to switch
Love's a bitch
Shoulda never loved a bitch
Like fuck an ex you know a checks what I'm chasing
Your new regrets and my old problems that's the same thing
Karma always comes and everyday you see what fate brings
Shadows lurking when you pop up, it's a late spring
Act like a blunt the only thing a nigga facing
I deal with so much that there ain't nothing I ain't taking
Except for you ain't changing
Expected never met it
Had me started second guessing
Plus you get to stepping reckless
I'm surprised we ain't crashed yet
Then it went and happened
Couldn't call it accident
Fiery collision left our love burned to ashes
And gone in the wind
Pain from where you sought joy breaks the strongest of men
We was, born in our vices like Kamala's kin
We was, something like ISIS, bombing again
And now I'm left 1During
What was up with it
Arguing everyday that shit taxing like the government
Now you coming back and tryna act like you in love again
Can't have conversation I been stacking up the hundred's, bitch



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Writer(s): Kayote
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