In doubt

Faith is when you believe in
Something you hold dear to
In this recent times I have been
Committing some bad spiritual deeds
I don't know if what I'm feeling is guilt
Or shame maybe both but what I know is
That I haven't stopped having faith
My mind is full of bad moments that
I have done that is difficult for me
To forget maybe I'm exaggerating on
This whole issue but until you been
In my shoes you'll understand this

Bad
Thoughts
Creeping
My soul and my spirit
My body
Is getting warm
From all these devilish things

Look into your soul

Turn yourself to the lord
Turn yourself to the lord
I can see you're hurt my boy
Cause of the things they have told you
It caused fear and anxiety in your heart
I only see fake smiles and laughs

Look into your soul

Pick an option choose wisely don't rush it be smart
Don't worry we know what you're doing is a piece of art
The lyrics don't lie you're looking at me in the eye
Just thinking about it makes me wanna cry
Lord I disappointed you I lied and I hurt other people
From my selfish actions and hypocritical decisions
Most of the time I question why he loves me so much
The only response I get is not a grudge but a sign to budge
On my life

Look into your soul

Bad
Thoughts
Creeping
My soul and my spirit
My body
Is getting warm
From all these devilish things
Bad
Thoughts
Creeping
My soul and my spirit
My body
Is getting warm
From all these devilish things

I get aroused like a normal person
I got angry like a normal person
I have evil thoughts like a normal person
I said vile things like a normal person
I have lied like a normal person
Been in fights like a normal person
Done mistakes like a normal person
But I won't reject the cross
No
My hormones jump when I see dem curves
Please don't think of me as a perv
I can't control excitement on a high I'm not attractive
I'm a perv in your eye
Because I'm flawed like you
I said things I regretted cringed all the time in the direction
That I headed
Said sorry to non-friends I hurt
Said sorry for the fake flirt
My mouth was spewing dirt I was trying
Look under the skirt
Because I'm flawed like you
Sometimes I feel like kicking
Someone's head until they bleeding
For what they said or do
This is the anger that I brew
Violence was the center of my actions
I responded to my emotional reactions
Grew up from that phase
I had to calm down my blaze
Made me understand
Thinking like this is bland
If I continued
I wouldn't go to the promise land
Because I'm flawed like you

Punish me show me
How not to stumble
Or I'll give it up
Cause I'm in doubt

Help me Help me Help me
Take me with you now
Oooohhh lord
Oooohhh lord

Bad
Thoughts
Creeping
My soul and my spirit
My body
Is getting warm
From all these devilish things
Bad
Thoughts
Creeping
My soul and my spirit
My body
Is getting warm
From all these devilish things

Dead or not it's the same thing
You'll feel rotten inside
I'm in an emotional swing
How could these thoughts glide
Into brain
I guess all of the pride
Was actually my misunderstood pain
The lord I got allied
He's preventing me from going insane

Look into your soul

Bad
Thoughts
Creeping
My soul and my spirit
My body
Is getting warm
From all these devilish things