don't go

You don't have to go, sorry haven't been myself lately
Got lost along the way, losing track of all the days
Tell me how to grow if I don't have you here
When will I know if this is how it's meant to be

Hold up, take it back to when we grew up
Before the glow up yeah
Chasing down the sunset instead of chasing clout
Took the scenic route getting kicked out of the house
Just kids out on a mission, doing a bunch of dumb shit
Fun tunnel vision but when you talked to me I listened
I hope that you can hear me right now saying

I know that you been tired too young to understand
They gave up everything they to be on this side of the planet
Almost dropped out of college, I couldn't let that happen
Almost took my own life but your guidance set me right yeah
If it were up to me you would live forever, meet all of your grandkids
Pure bliss, sprout from the seed I'm on my knees
Begging praying that you would never leave
But we both know the cousin of sleep got a schedule to keep

Think I've gone numb no feeling I lost touch with you
Ever since that day you left I developed some trust issues
Trust me when I say this, haven't been the same since
You chose to be past tense, I'll see you in my dreams if I can get a wink
And I don't even sleep no more
I'd rather play dead on the floor, cause I've been slipping and sinking
Been going off the deep end
I don't know how to cope anymore