Regular Sprite

I know it hurts sometimes
Yeah yeah

I know it hurts sometimes
Yeah yeah

Had to relax and take a breath when I was cleansin my soul
My angel numbers say I'm holdin on to something thats old
Had a daughter at fifteen I'm still surviving the scars
But even through all the hate they can't deny I'm a star
I aint ever been afraid to rock alone
Not easily persuaded
Thats prolly why they hate me
This go to the ones who wasn't gettin the love
Givin my heart to selfish people is what made me a thug
Had to get over lustin
Cause that shit was a drug
I was blinded by her body not the person she was
If I was weak I prolly woulda took my life cause off of how I was judged
I had a kid before I ever knew what custody was
Before I learned to read and write I already had trauma
Before this drink get in my system I'm already a monster
I'm just tryna catch a vibe she got her hand in my boxers
Hard to admit but this shit kinda toxic
When I was down I took a risk and found a plug like a socket
I might pop out in my merch and rock it like its designer
Not even close to my potential I'm already a problem
I'm sipping drink just to deal with the problem
So this sprite is not a regular bottle

No this sprite is not a regular bottle
Make sure you put that where the kids can't reach
Its not a regular sprite

I hit my knees and pray for better days
Please don't let me be a victim to my selfish ways
Yeah time steady passin
Aint no time for relaxin I'm tryna make a way
Back when we would ride for each other them was the glory days
Don't take it personal I know life is a cold game
Learned how to get me some slow paper from old wayne
And when its seeming too perfect just know its gone rain
You can't get to swervin you gotta stay in yo own lane
They move funny then they call you insecure
Thats the shit that make a nigga wish his heart wasnt pure
Thats the shit that make a nigga fall apart
They got the most to say but steady hidin in the dark
Close friends and enemies I can't tell em both apart
I perfected my position I was raised to play it smart
Poppin pills and suicide can you tell me whats the difference
I'ma ride for my niggas I just hope they ridin wit me

So basically I just hope these niggas is ridin for me like I'ma ride for them
Its loyalty over love I won't ever forget that
That don't even just go for my niggas that go for anybody directly involved in my life
If you affiliated with me I hope you ridin for me like I'm ridin for you
Its Dad
This aint a regular sprite