Noni

Well I guess that I'm just wishing that I was still a church-going man
Because when I used to go is when I used to know
What happens when we die

And when I left I said I wasn't giving up on God
But sitting here tonight I don't know how to fight
This feeling that there's just nothing

Ain't nobody else to make things right
So I've been trying to be a man
But watching her go it broke my heart
So I hope you'll understand

Because nobody ever told me that, though losing her was hard
It'd be worse to live without her carrying around these heavy scars
'Cause the worst part of any funeral is when we all walk back to our cars
To go home to an empty house to set tomorrow's alarm

Since she died 9 months ago I've done everything I could
To fill up all my time, to say I'm doing fine
Just hoping that one day it'd be true

Well it's April now and I still feel the same way I always have
Since I was sitting on that couch, in someone else's house
Just crying... for hours

The person that I thought I was
Would already be on their feet
But the person that I am is crumbling
Wishing they could just go back to sleep

Because nobody ever told me that, though losing her was hard
It'd be worse to live without her carrying around these heavy scars
'Cause the worst part of any funeral is when we all walk back to our cars
And go home to an empty house to set tomorrow's alarm

'Cause nobody ever told me that, though losing her was hard
It'd be worse to live without her carrying around these heavy scars
'Cause the worst part of any funeral is when we all walk back to our cars
To drive home