Assbackwards

I feel like O.E and Aaron May,I be in my feelings
I ain't posted outside, I be chilling like a villain
She would suck me up, I'd eat her, fuck her brains out, let her be
When she posted with her bitches, in they mouth where my name be
Turned my smoking and drinking into a hobby
Lil mama gone meet me, she in the lobby
You got no hoes even though you're rocking Tommy
You got no hoes, shut your mouth you lil' Johnny
I cut off my old ways, I need to restart
I need a new face, still got my old heart
Want everything new, I need that shit now
Immediately, I do not give a fuck how
Lord, show me the way
I'll take the road now
I want a new life, just give me nothing
Cuz hitting rock bottom is the greatest feeling
I wish I could restart it all

I had a chance and blew
it, in life I got one shot
I wish I could restart it all, fix all mistakes
Keep going till I fix them, I can get no break
And if it's difficult, I'm still going to make my way
I know it might be hard but I can't be afraid
I made it through a struggle so I will be okay
And if I can't defeat it then I'll just have to pray
I have been called a nigger, some people think I'm gay
And I've been moving quiet, y'all chirping like a cricket
Got to be in it to win it just like a lotto ticket
Like a bad y'all niggas keep sleeping on me
And I know some gone hate some still think about me
I am the boat, she is the anchor cuz she hold me down
And when I pass away she still gone hold me down
I am the boat, she is the anchor cuz she hold me down
And when I pass away she still gone hold me down

And blew it, I got one shot
Start it all, fix all mistakes
Keep going till I fix them, I can get no break
If it's difficult, I'm still going to make my way
But I can't be afraid
So I will be okay
And if I can't defeat it then I'll just have to pray
Some people think I'm gay
And I've been moving quiet, y'all chirping like a cricket
Got to be in it to win it just like a lotto ticket
Like a bad y'all niggas keep sleeping on me
And I know some gone hate some still think about me
I am the boat, she is the anchor cuz she hold me down
And when I pass away she still gone hold me down
I am the boat, she is the anchor cuz she hold me down
And when I pass away she still gone hold me down
I am the boat, she is the anchor cuz she hold me down
And when I pass away she still gone hold me down