No to Me

Hey, I keep assuming too much
Whenever something bad comes to be
But how can I not think about
Why might people try to avoid me?
Cause I wanted to keep this going
I really wish you felt the same
But your smile stops growing
At the sound of my name
I should try to stay out of my head
Cause if I keep being this, I'll wind up worse instead
How can I reach my goal successfully
When my goal is saying no, no to me?
I never got tired of the look in your eyes
I see a bond that would never end
But what I never realized was
I was slowly losing my friend
You had every right to do what you did
But I selfishly wish you knew the emotions I hid
How can I reach my goal successfully
When my goal is saying no, no to me?
You don't feel like it'd destroy you
Till people walk out of your way to avoid you
I thought I overcame my fears
But behind our smiles were eyes full of tears
You made me laugh and you made me cry
I miss those days of old
I thought it would be different
When all my intentions were shown
How can I reach that goal successfully
When my goal is saying no