sleepwalking

(One take, don't stop)

It's been some nights where a nigga just couldn't go to sleep
Tossing and turning, the overthinking got my body weak
Hear the voices in my head, and they got me grinding my teeth
Always thinking too much, blame it all on the anxiety
This here is a part of me, so won't you take it in
Don't you fuckin tell a soul, don't you even tell a friend
But there's been a couple days where I wanted my life to end
All these paranormal thoughts, it feels like I'm committing sin

I done seen a lot of shit that you wouldn't believe
I done seen the bodies drop, and I done seen my homies bleed
Hyperventilating, to the point where I can't even breathe
I can't begin to tell you how much it hurt me mentally
Wake up in the morning, grab a bowl of cereal
Then step in a world where everybody so material
Always keeping to myself, I always move mysterious
Way these niggas act, it really got me feeling curious

Money changes niggas, for better, for worse
It could be a blessing, but then again, it could be a curse
Had to put some niggas last so I could put myself first
Ima change the game before you see me end up in a hearse
I'm like the last element of a nigga who never telling shit
Move in silence, stack it up so you can keep your relevance
Flowing to the beat, they love the way I keep it eloquent
Big shoes on my feet, I'm taking big steps like an elephant

Please don't take me for granted
I done lost a lot of homies, left me mentally stranded
I'm a different type of nigga, don't belong on this planet
Got a way for you to hear me, and you know that I planned it
Inhumane, pain don't feel the same, I can't feel a thing
I don't think I wanna change because I'm stuck inside my ways
There's a million different ways, that my fucking life could change
And I'm seeing different futures like my name was stephen strange

Never tell a lie, never see me in disguise
Always gotta keep it real until the day you see me die
Leave em asking why, he was such a good guy
Bury me with music so I leave you all in paradise