Used To

I ain't really feeling like I used to
How they feeling when they lose you
How you got me focused on what you do
Take it personal when you lose
You lose
Dealing wit some things if only you knew
This what I'm feeling on the usual
Can't be trippin' off how you move

Better say it now like baby do you copy or what
Out of everything I did
How could it not be enough
It's a lot that you just don't see
Evidence you leavin when you nosy
And I really hope you cut it out this time
Only seem to think of me when time go why
Wonder what they told you when I'm not around
Couldn't even tell her that my side hoe lying
Wonder did it make you change your mind
Saying you alone now
That's just what you told me
Trynna keep it going with the promises we both make
Them dollars in her soul
She ain't trynna get a soul mate
I was already solid when you chose me
Aint no one to blame and shit
You always in your own way
No you can't be going by the stories that these hoes make
Felt something inside and you just hopin' with the pride that it'll go away

I ain't really feeling like I used to
How they feeling when they lose you
How you got me focused on what you do
Take it personal when you lose
You lose
Dealing wit some things if only you knew
This what I'm feeling on the usual
Can't be trippin' off how you move

So much pride I learned my lesson
Had to hide that I been stressin' out
Everytime they ask
Always gave a extra mile
Barely speakin' but they trynna say I left em out
Heard alotta mess and I just can't believe it left your mouth
Won't express it though
Watch it when I'm next folk
Surprise em like they never seen my best before
Fam say I should be restin' more
For the time that pass it cost me extra tho
Everything I am
Know that I deserve to be
Still ain't give a damn cause it really ain't concerning me
Seen it on the news
Know they tired of worrying
Feel like everytime I get a problem solved then it's more of them
Now I just let God have it
Dealing with some wild habits
Praying that it's fine after
Gotta keep my mind balanced
Give it all to the grind
That's the only way that I manage
Can't just leave my heart backwards
Shit gone test you like it's all practice

I ain't really feeling like I used to
How they feeling when they lose you
How you got me focused on what you do
Take it personal when you lose
You lose
Dealing wit some things if only you knew
This what I'm feeling on the usual
Can't be trippin' off how you move