Fade Away

I've said goodbye
Too many times
For me to truly believe I was ever there at all

It's taking time
To fill your space in my eyes
I can't seem to find the frequencies to show what I mean

But I'm still searching
And Im still holding on

I won't let you go
Like the changing of seasons

Tell me all the reasons
You fade away

I don't wanna know
Anything but this

Held a purpose
Beyond the pain

I tried, I tried
Woke up on your side of the bed
Still cleaning out my head
And so it goes

I lied, I lied
In keeping the doors unlocked
As if you're ever coming home

So just give up
They're better off

Just know there's ten thousand things
I used to know, till now
But I won't fight it anymore

I won't let you go
I won't let you go
It's time to let you go

I still see your face in every stranger
Passing like rain
In mid December

Waking up stiff from colder winters
Letting go, now
Wait for the leaves to turn