Never Will I Change

My feet on the ground go back to the same streets
Windows boarded up now, layers of paint peels
I relate to this feeling, claustrophobic boxed in
No space to breath, many alleys to get lost in
She tore out a piece of my heart, but it's alright
Came back to the start, now I'm walking under streetlights
Passing blunts with old friends reminiscing on good times
Camping in the woods times, wish a sucker would times
Bad times are funny now, made peace with my brother now
And some others who I thought wished me underground
But we moved past that, a weight off my chest
These memories haunt me though, a chain round my neck
Looking in the mirror it feel like I'm barely human
Keep my head up, don't think on what I'm losing
On to the next place, I've got to keep moving
I can't slow down now this pain is all consuming
This pain is all consuming

On to the next place, I've got to keep moving
I can't slow down now this pain is all consuming
I've got to keep moving
I can't slow down now this pain is all consuming

I've been trying to stay close to those that see the best in me
Call me on my bullshit so I can find whats left of me
On this earth for a purpose, something out here is meant for me
But I'm on borrowed time, it was only lent to me
Am I who im sent to be or just his parody
And how can I say goodbye to her when she feels like a part of me
The questions in my mind just repeat until it's hard to breath
So I'm writing bars but they're scrawled now it's hard to read
The merlot made me vomit and even though my stomach
It rumble now, it means im ready to rumble now, doesn't it
I wonder if i should turn around, but I'm like fuck it
Lets go to another town, where the memories aren't cutting
I feel at home here, surrounded by my family
You picked me up when I was drowning in reality
My mind on the edge, at boundary of insanity
I wonder if I've changed, haven't been round here in many years
Haven't been around here in many years