Suicide

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You down to ride
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Suicide
Suicide
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Suicide

Uh
Living my life like it's do or die
Talking to myself like who am I?
What's the point of living if we all gone die
Look up to the sky and I ask God why
We all got a choice only you decide
They following the blind don't lose your sight
You could stand still or you could use your life
It's never too late to try to make things right
Only if I knew back then
The things that I know right now
I would do it over again
I just wanna make you proud
I try my best not to sin
But these thoughts in my head get loud
Tell me will they ever end?
It's getting harder to shut them out

I know
You down to ride
Top off
Suicide
I know
You down to ride
Top off
Suicide
Suicide
Suicide
Top off
Suicide

Lately I been fighting with these thoughts up in my head
Some days I feel like I don't wanna get up out this bed
These demons steady plotting
Know they wishing I was dead
So I gotta thank the one who's putting air in my chest
I was reaching out when they was leaving me on read
Since a youngin I knew I was different from the rest
These people selling out just to get a little check
But is it really worth to be in eternal debt?
You got all the money but you still feel depressed
Need to re-evaluate your definition of success
Put on for the block representing for the set
Squeezing on your glock tryna leave the opps wet
Now you locked up and you filled with regret
And you can't sleep got your bed full of sweat
Now you contemplating putting rope to your neck
Now Satan looking for another soul to collect

I know
You down to ride
Top off
Suicide
I know
You down to ride
Top off
Suicide
Suicide
Suicide
Top off
Suicide

Only if I knew back then
The things that I know right now
I would do it over again
I just wanna make you proud
I try my best not to sin
But these thoughts in my head get loud
Tell me will they ever end?
It's getting harder to shut them out