Son of Ammitai

You are falling out, no I can't hear you
And the way your filling out my ears
With all the noise I try to avoid
You say I'm paranoid, well I am, it's my mind
Have you ever tried to be in here?
Heard a siren before, calling to war?

So let me go, and put me on a boat
And push so I can feel those waves crashing into me
Trapped by control, dissecting holes
My mind's a shipwreck let it be
Ain't got no time for empathy

Was I just falling out? Wait, what did you say?
You were who? Saying what? Was it even to me?
I don't know, how do I cope?
Cause there's an aura around me, I'm absent-minded
But I'm present somewhere else inside a glow
Chaos unfold!

So let me go, and put me on a boat
And push so I can feel those waves crashing into me
Trapped by control, dissecting holes
My mind's a shipwreck let it be
Ain't got no time for empathy

I can't break free, I'll wait it out
Maybe if I don't see, it all will leave
Is it foul to think you're special for trying
Maybe if I don't live, my echo means something

I can't break free, can't wait it out
Maybe action's what I need, am I special for trying?
Oh god, I see, but the next moment I'm fading
Can I wait it out, is it an action to stay waiting?

Go and put me on a boat, and push
So I can feel those waves crashing into me
Trapped by control, dissecting holes
My mind's a shipwreck let it be
Ain't got no time for empathy