What Am I Doing Here

So suddenly
I have a question
That's more than
A passing suggestion
And I have to
Honor this moment
So someone please
Hear my confession
It doesn't feel right
To turn off the light

I came here with
No expectations
Perhaps just some
Grand aspirations
But if I should
Try to ignore it
I only see
More complications
All I can do
Is try to stay true

So what am I doing here
Have I sold out my soul
To be man of the year
Where do these good deeds end
Could I be so naive
I have to believe
There's another path to Heaven
There has to be a path to Heaven

I thought I had
Lost you for certain
But this only
Raises the curtain
And buried
Beneath all the make up
There's still that
Unknowable person
Hiding somewhere
Behind the big chair

So what am I doing here
Have I sold out my soul
To be man of the year
Where do these good deeds end
Could I be so naive
I have to believe
There's another path to Heaven
There has to be a path to Heaven

There has to be a path to Heaven
There has to be a path to Heaven

So what am I doing here
Have I sold out my soul
To be man of the year
Where do these good deeds end
Could I be so naive
I have to believe
There's another path to Heaven
There has to be a path to Heaven