Wither.

We're staying in darkness
I stay in my bed
Cause there's no point in trying
When i feel useless
Think its ending
Im trying
To stay relevant
To stay afloat on
Everything i just resent

In my thoughts all the time
Wishing I could get up
From a nightmare
That haunts me
Its never makes up
For the fact that im trying
Im trying to stop
Overthinking my sense
Overthinking my thoughts

But the worlds a shitty place
And it will never go
Back to how it was before
Where i called home

Try to survive
Makes no sense all the time
Like whats the point
When we all just die

My words like daggers
Cut too deep
With visions of eternity
This winter comes
Wash over me
Cause all i am
Is all I see

Like bats at night
Leave me alone
To wither down
Down to my core
Where do we go
When the moons alone
With the street lights out
We walk down that road

And i know that it gets hard sometimes
To find yourself
Inside the night
Cause nightmares drive us all the time
When we fall asleep
Do we feel alright

Here we are
Here we go
A viscous end

Terrified of what
Will come instead

Fell apart like ashes on the wall
Guess the end showed up after all

All in the shadows hiding from my self
Cause ego death reality
Its never working out
Im ashamed of who i am today
Just another fuck up never meant to

My words like daggers
Cut too deep
With visions of eternity
This winter comes
Wash over me
Cause all i am
Is all I see

Like bats at night
Leave me alone
To wither down
Down to my core
Where do we go
When the moons alone
With the street lights out
We walk down that road

And i know that it gets hard sometimes
To find yourself
Inside the night
Cause nightmares drive us all the time
When we fall asleep
Do we feel alright

And i know that it gets hard sometimes
To find yourself
Inside the night
Cause nightmares drive us all the time
When we fall asleep
Do we all just die?