SixYearsGone

I had plans to get you back
Should have decided against that
And by the time I realized that
I was already way too far off of the track
And now I'm left to clean up the mess
Learn to dislike myself a little less
And if there's really been no progress
Maybe it's time to determine whether or not I'm depressed

(I spend all my time thinking)
Of all the things that go wrong
(I can feel myself sinking)
I know it won't take too long
(I spend all my time hoping)
That things would be like they were
(I ripped the wound right open)
Just let the past be over

Even if it wouldn't change a thing
I'd still do it all differently
Cause although my life would stay the same
At least I wouldn't be the one to blame

Attempt to not let my dreams corrode
I try to hide away from growing old
And the funny thing, don't you know?
That's the only way we ever really grow
I hear a creaking when I leave my chair
I creep over to the mirror and stare
And when I feel my thinning hair
I realize that it's been six years

(I wish I had been more bold)
Afraid of what would happen
(Now all I feel is just old)
Cynical and dispassioned
(I should have been out living)
And given up my control
(Not been such a shut in)
And done something memorable

Even if it wouldn't change a thing
I'd still do it all differently
Cause although my life would stay the same
At least I wouldn't be the one to blame

(Live life like I am sleeping)
Slept right through what's happening
(I spend all my time dreaming)
Avoiding life's whole meaning
(And with my future unclear)
And all my time growing small
(Won't spend another six years)
Just doing nothing at all

Even if it won't change a thing
I'm gonna live differently
And even if life stays the same
At least I won't be the one to blame
Even if it won't change a thing
I'm gonna live differently
And if my life just stays the same
At least I won't be the one to blame

At least I won't be the one to blame



Credits
Writer(s): Seth A Martin
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