Stuck In My Ways

I'm stuck in my ways
I'm stuck this way
I need learn to change
These moments got me stuck in my ways
I'm stuck in my ways
I'm sticking to my ways
I need to change
It will never be the same because

I'm stuck in my ways
From the reasons that made me this way
From being hurt and my trust was abused that's what made me this way
It gets to me most days
It's hard to navigate to the right way over the wrong way
So I'm gonna keep moving through whatever is coming my way

I'm stuck in my ways at the moment
I'm over the past moments
Have you had someone mad at you for not showing enough empathy or emotion
Not paying attention to notice call me a disgrace and hopeless
I try to be the better me but my lack of motivation get's the best of me
It's been hard to focus
Somedays I wonder if anyone would remmber me if I disappear like
hocus pocus
I know people need me but does that give me a meaning to stick around and be me
Even if people are close to me
I dont know if they are telling the truth when they say they thier proud of me
I don't know what to believe
So I'll sit down in the corner with my thoughts surrounding me yeah

I'm stuck in my ways
I'm stuck this way
I need learn to change
These moments got me stuck in my ways
I'm stuck in my ways
I'm sticking to my ways
I need to change
It will never be the same because

I'm stuck in my ways
From the reasons that made me this way
From being hurt and my trust was abused that's what made me this way
It gets to me most days (most days)
It's hard to navigate to the right way over the wrong way
So I'm gonna keep moving through whatever is coming my way

I write to release to feel free from my state of mind that plays with me
I go in a loop with my thoughts I lose track of reality
Trapped in this other side of me which went rogue meaning savage
Lose track what's really been happening
I guess you can say I'm in my own world I'm captured
But not really tho my inner critic telling me everyday there is no hope (no hope)
People saying there is hope but I keep it all inside to myself in closed (in closed)
I caged it up
I know for a fact no one give's a fuck
All they see is someone that's messed up
Tough luck
If things arn't working out, change it up
Everyone has problems the last thing they wanna do is to add more up

I'm stuck in my ways
I'm stuck this way
I need learn to change
These moments got me stuck in my ways
I'm stuck in my ways
I'm sticking to my ways
I need to change
It will never be the same because

I'm stuck in my ways
From the reasons that made me this way
From being hurt and my trust was abused that's what made me this way
It gets to me most days
It's hard to navigate to the right way over the wrong way
So I'm gonna keep moving through whatever is coming my way