Dreams of Vermont

Hey, it's me
I know things have been tough lately
I just want you to know that...

I believe in you
I always have

Someone wake me up, I swear I must be dreaming
I rewrote this shit, I know the kid, I know just what he's feeling
I been itching since the first grade
Told myself by seven be a hero by my birthday
Swear it all depends on how you see these things
So view it through my eyes for once
All these little comments must be draining all my confidence
Lie awake in bed but lying deep inside my consciousness
Its obvious, I push myself then live to see the consequence
Why

Sometimes I hate that I'm the way I am
Disconnected from reality
More than I ever thought I could be
Before I ever posted on instagram
And so fucking noncommittal
I cut it off before we're holding hands
I knew this life was mine to make when I made my first jelly sandwich with Peter Pan
It's a tall demand

I believe in you
I always have

A lonely bus ride to the place where no one can find him
A secret solace where the mind can decide to be silent
Never understood, always asking why
Countless new beginnings always passing by
Please drain the bitterness out of me
Haven't spoke in months but I hope that she's still proud of me
I'm off the rails
Put my mouth where my money is and then I bite my nails
Cuz I'm still scared to fail
I'm here
It got twisted, I'm working without a payoff
I got a chip on my shoulder, I never heard of a day off
30 minutes til I takeoff
Im probably gonna miss my flight
I stare into the distance to remind me it's alright
And I got thick skin
This music shit demands a tough approach
I'm still waiting on apologies from long ago
And I might drop it all and call an audible
I'm still following the rain to find my pot of gold



Credits
Writer(s): Justin Schulman
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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