Last December

Yuh
Staying young is a big motivation
Cry these tears while my plans are vacant
I'm so grown and I already hate it
Yeah I've always forsaken

I try not to remember
This might be my last December, on me
I just wanted to stay together
But like a flame there always embers on me
Growing up I wanted to be
Now it's scary that it's just me
I'm busy every week, I'm busy every week
But time is not cheap, no time is not cheap lately

Lately I've been thinking to myself
Oh maybe I need help
But I think it's a motivator
Put it on the shelf
Of all the things I've dealt with
I can't deal with being helped
I need to do this on my own
Inside my own damn realm
So I started singing through my soul
I'll tell you what I know
Basically I don't
But the learning takes a toll
I bet it's already shown
I need inside my zone
Yeah that's all I know
Babe please don't let me go
Your saying yes but it's a no
I've tried to set this tone
But I'm a be overthrown

I try not to remember
This might be my last December, on me
I just wanted to stay together
But like a flame there always embers on me
Growing up I wanted to be
Now it's scary that it's just me
I'm busy every week, I'm busy every week
But time is not cheap, no time is not cheap lately

You know I don't miss it
Messing up I'll tell you that I'm still that kid
That you remember, born December
I know I can be a mess up
But I don't surrender
I know when I do a thing
It all messes with me
But I need a change
I can't see as clearly
Yuh, it's not the same
Why can't they hear me
Can it start today
Start today
(Yuh yuh)
You know I'm not perfect
What I get I do deserve it
Can't say sorry yeah they already heard it
I'll never be perfect

I try not to remember
This might be my last December, on me
I just wanted to stay together
But like a flame there always embers on me
Growing up I wanted to be
Now it's scary that it's just me
I'm busy every week, I'm busy every week
But time is not cheap, no time is not cheap lately



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Writer(s): Thomas Owens
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