Epicaricacy

Boohoo, boohoo, Crybaby
Boohoo, boohoo

I'm sad as hell and no one will ever know
I'm dissociating, personality's for show
And I go to therapy online
And I talk to my old friends all the time
But it just doesn't work that way

Nothing goes my way
I can see the faces
Of all the kids who played
Still benefited greatly
Great is who I'm made to be
So no one else should succeed
Only healing when they bleed
Epicaricacy

I look down at the ground but I can still see the sky
From the reflection of the water that caused my tear ducts to dry
Apparently there's a reason as to why I'm still alive
Or maybe Death just missed me the last time he passed me by
I, cannot wish you the best cause I'm wishing for eternal rest
To those who slighted me even in jest
I'd say I'm kidding but the kid in me is bidding
On you to be destroyed, I'm soaked in schadenfreude

I'm sad as hell and no one will ever know
I'm dissociating, personality's for show
And I go to therapy online
And I talk to old friends all the time
But it just doesn't work that way

I'm not okay
I need real therapy

I'm sad as hell and no one will ever know
(How would they know if I don't tell him)
I'm dissociating, personality's for show
(You don't know)
And I go to therapy online
(IG, Me-mes)
And I talk to old friends all the time
(Well a couple)
But it just doesn't work that way

But it just doesn't work that way (crybaby)