I Give Up

Sometimes I wonder what things are about
So I make an effort to figure them out
But somehow it seems, the things that I need
Just aren't for me cause I'm sick of them now
Why does it always come down to myself?
Why can it never be anyone else?
Why can't I leave the things that I feel for someone to deal with
Fairly and well?
I really want someone to blame
So I can go out there calling names
Without feeling bad to stay the same
The last thing that I'm gonna do is change
So I can just be without questioning it
No looking for reasons or lessons in it
Instead of the doubt that it brings about
Know that I don't need to be better than this

I give up
Believing that I'm somehow in control of my life
I give up
Thinking it's on me when some things don't turn out right
I give up
Trying to become the best version of myself
I give up
Trying to do well
Trying to do well

Why wonder about things I don't understand
Why try to go further when it's never ends
Cause I'm not alright with having arrived
To find that I have to start over again
I don't want that responsibility
I tend to mistreat myself viciously
I need a savior do me a favour
Take me from here to my inner peace
I wanna give myself away
Feel like a victim and complain
Never try to make a change
The last thing that I'm gonna do is strain
So I can just be without having to move
Whatever may be whatever I do
Can't turn on myself if I couldn't help it
And there is somebody else to abuse

I give up
Believing that I'm somehow in control of my life
I give up
Thinking it's on me when some things don't turn out right
I give up
Trying to become the best version of myself
I give up
Trying to do well
Trying to do well

I give up
Believing that I'm somehow in control of my life
I give up
Thinking it's on me when some things don't turn out right
I give up
Trying to become the best version of myself
I give up
Trying to do well
Trying to do well



Credits
Writer(s): Emil Mosner
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