A.F.A (Alone. Forever. Always.)

I Spent a lot of time in the dark
And Even more finding a spark
Could never really hit that mark
Got a lotta tech like stark

Everyone just said play your part
No one, trust me, says you'll go chart
Shits done, bust never even got to start
Never fun, must've felt like a shot with a dart

They always down for the ride
But they care, definitely not inside
Feeling like JP with all this pride
Feeling like the mob with all these ties
Feeling like a boss when I'm switching sides
Y'all lied
Y'all is fried
All this shit you did, I tried to put aside
Bitch I tried
Why'd you want us to divide

I see tears when I look at that gaze
Life going fast, bitch I can't count the days
Minds going lost, lost in a maze
All I know is Alone forever always

I see tears when I look at that gaze
Life going fast, bitch can't count the days
Minds going lost, lost in a maze
All I know is Alone forever always

Had to throw everything I knew
Every row of relationships that I blew
Had to grow, funny I knew that to
Who's the problem, it's me not you

I already know I'm in a hole
Been while since I was in a roll
Been even longer since I've felt whole
Tried to block out every soul
That was the goal
Guess you knew that was a troll
Hear me scream and they scroll

Went outside for a stroll
Doing nothing every hour
, broke but still paying the toll
I'm alive on borrowed time
matter fact it's time I stole
I guess I'm losing my mind,
I guess I'm losing control
Finding love is hard to find,
When I'm stuck inside this hole
Talents of no kind,
Burn my dreams up like it's coal
Should I stay alive or not,
I guess I'm a take a poll
Put the results in the bowl
It's a tie so
Oh fuck no Dammit!!!

I see tears when I look at that gaze
Life going fast, bitch can't count the days
Minds going lost, lost in a maze
All I know is Alone forever always

I see tears when I look at that gaze
Life going fast, bitch can't count the days
Minds going lost, lost in a maze
All I know is Alone forever always