Medicine (Bonus Track)

If I cry can you tell me it's okay

If I wash my stomach clean will it fix me from inside out
Take a thread and needle and sew the ends of my mouth
And then the wrong thing won't slip out

If I become an insomniac will I see you when I'm wide awake
Paint you up on my ceiling and
Picture you holding my face
And I'm crying but you tell me it's okay
If I cry can you tell me it's okay
Cause I've always remembered you that way

All these little fractures in my brain
They freeze they thaw but I never feel the same

But when I'm with you
It's like I got no issues
You're the one thing I let in
Cause I swear you're my medicine
When I'm with you
I am see through
When I feel like I've been worn thin
And all that's left is a skeleton
I breathe out and breathe you in
Cause I swear you're my medicine

If this was battlefield you'd be the hero on the frontlines
I would take my victim complex to run away and hide
Bury my head in the dirt if I didn't self sabotage first
And somehow I'd still blame you for how I got hurt

I can't love you better than I know how
So if I write it in a torn up letter
Do I have to say it out loud

When I'm with you
It's like I got no issues
You're the one thing I let in
Cause I swear you're my medicine
When I'm with you
I am see through
When I feel like I've been worn thin
And all that's left is a skeleton
I breathe out and I breathe you in
Cause I swear you're my medicine

I can feel the sentence rotting in between my teeth
Poison from the kitchen faucet in the water that I drink
Wash it down with 18 years raise a glass up to the dream
All the things I should've said get poured right down the sink
When you look at me
It all fades when you look at me

Cause when I'm with you
It's like I've got no issues
You're the one thing I let in cause I swear you're my
I swear you're my

When I'm with you
I am see through
When I feel like I've been worn thin
And all that's left is a skeleton
I breathe out and I breathe you in
Cause I swear you're my medicine