confession tape (feat. SZAMA & bōlají)

You wanna talk, the words falling out You wanna stop, you cover your mouth
I said too much, slip over your bounds Now it's out, out, out, out, out
We never fight, never fight We never talk, never talk
Sometimes it's like, it's like There's no love at all, at all

We never fight, never fight And I never speak, never speak
Sometimes it's like, it's like You don't even think of me
Four walls and a door, just a space and a place It's amazing, you make a little nigga feel safe
Cause it's all I ever wanted, all I ever needed All these words falling out of my mouth

You repeat them to the beating of my heart As you layin' on my chest
I don't wanna start, cause I know it's gotta end And I hate that, tryna find time like a needle in a haystack
Way bad play, bad place, that blame You callin' me Kalan, but I hate that name
Made me bleedin' and tastein' my own medicine Bringin' up my past, I'm still tryna get ahead of it

I never should've said this shit, never should've brought it up
Now we're out of love for words and I'm lost for love For the record, you say everything I say is for a record
What's the point of having talent if a nigga can't express it? That's it
This is my confession to you All the words I had to say, I'll say them back to you

This is my confession to you All the words I had to say, I'll say them back to you

Oh, you caught me on a bad note last week Our last conversation left a whole new vibe on my life
Oh, you're so care-free
Oh, you caught me on a bad note last week There was no hesitation inside your voice

So why ain't you come with me? So why ain't you run with me? Jump in a gun with me
You ain't havin' fun, so pick up that pipe And fuck up your lungs with me
Please don't put your trust in me Just put my mind at ease
You can not walk a mile in these, like it's siamese There's two sides to every inquiry

You shut me up, trying to quiet me But if I cannot talk, what am I to be
Just a sight to see, like a passerby looking at Apple trees
You can't pass me by, you can't let me down You can't take me out, you can't turn around
You can't wake me up, we can take a walk if it ain't raining much

You can take it off if you're insane enough Falling and flying, words that flow through my veins
I cannot stay with the ones that I hate I cannot fuck with no one or nobody
If they don't know how to pronounce my name
This is my confession to you I'll always end the same, same as you

It's the end of the world At least the one we built for us
But we'll always have this love It's the end of the world
As our universe implodes And we got nowhere to go
So we'll just run into the sun Under the cover of dark

Where you'll always have my heart There's nothing to see
When there isn't light This isn't right
But it's life
It's the end of the world At least the one we built for us

But we'll always have this love It's the end of the world
As our universe implodes And we got nowhere to go
So we'll just run into the sun Under the cover of dark
Where you'll always have my heart There's nothing to see

When there isn't light This isn't right
But it's life