five year plan

You say I'm not of this world
Get confused when I don't know how it works
I'm stuck in cycles I made by myself
I blame it all on me and there's nobody else

Maybe I'll just fry my brain
Stare into the sun to feel something
Spend all my money just in case
'Cause there's a chance that I'm not waking up

I tell you that I wouldn't kill myself
Because I'm brand new every single second
I think I already killed myself
I'm a novice necromancer I don't know what I'm doing

I think I'm so of this world
Think I feel just like everybody else
Lunch lady treats me like I'm precious to protect
She knows more than i ever could

I wish I could just stay right here
Sit still in my sixth grade bedroom
I don't know how to feel about
Coming up on my first forevers

You say that I can't run from myself
Because they'll always be two steps ahead
Subconsciousness speeding up
And I don't know where the fuck they're going



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