Radio Silence

It hurt so bad
I couldn't even find the words to say
I woke up that morning
And I looked like shit
And I could see it in your eyes you thought
"I could never love something like this"
You couldn't even bare to touch my skin
Right after you fucked me in that hotel bed
And I swear on my life
I'll never even drive through White Marsh again

Tell me, did I ever matter to you?
And I'll tell you why I do the things I do
And I can still smell the wine on your breath
And I'll say it til the day I die
You were the cause of my death
But we'll go on without a word or a sound
And I'll pretend like I never knew you at all
So here we are
Here we are
Here we are
Living in radio silence

You drove me home in your beat down car
You couldn't look, no you couldn't talk
And just the night before
We were singing at the top of our lungs
Was it something I did?
It was nothing, you said
Oh

But tell me, did I ever matter to you?
And I'll tell you why I do the things I do
And I can still smell the wine on your breath
And I'll say it til the day I die
You were the cause of my death
But we'll go on without a word or a sound
And I'll pretend like I never knew you at all
So here we are
Here we are
Here we are
Living in radio silence

And I'm so ashamed
That I ever let you get to me this way
I'm ashamed to say that still to this day
I haven't tried to bleach the stains
Oh, I'm so ashamed
Cause you
Oh, you
You, I could never hate

But we'll go on without a word or a sound
And I'll pretend I never knew you at all
So here we are
Here we are
Here we are
Living in radio