All I Wanted

Never got to see you when we dated
Our whole relationship was through a screen
Although we lived an hour apart,
Other things were happening in between
We had everything planned
On what we'd do, just you and me
Just for you to break up with me
Before it even started

And though we broke up,
I still miss how our friendship used to be
You used to be the only boy
Who seemed to really get me
You didn't care about being seen
As the boy
Dating the girl with the hidden disability
But then you realise I'm a handful
And decide to leave

You said how you weren't ready
And that you didn't have time for love
You said how you weren't giving me
What I wanted so you called it all off
I'm sorry but wouldn't anyone hate it
If someone promised things
Just to cancel at the last second?
So stop making this a me thing when anyone would feel that way
All I wanted was to actually spend time with you
Yes, all I wanted was to actually spend time with you

Then by coincidence,
I was seeing you all the time
It's like I can't see you when we're dating
But I have to see you when we're not
You expect me to be fine
When you call girls 'fit' in front of me, your ex
Even if you were just joking,
You just broke my heart even more

You said how you weren't ready and
You didn't have time for love
You said how you weren't giving me what I wanted
So you called it all off
I'm sorry but wouldn't anyone hate it if
Someone promised things
Just to cancel at the last second?
So stop making this a me thing
When anyone would feel that way
All I wanted was to
Actually spend time with you
Yes, all I wanted
Was to actually spend time with you

You then worry about being unable to get another girl because of me
I thought you just said you were not ready
And did not have the space to date
And what a stupid thing
To say to your ex
Who you blew off all the time
When of course,
I wouldn't be fine with you
Giving the plans you had with me to someone else

You said how you weren't ready and
You didn't have time for love
You said how you weren't giving me what I wanted
So you called it all off
I'm sorry but wouldn't anyone hate it if someone promised things
Just to cancel at the last second?
So stop making this a me thing
When anyone would feel that way
All I wanted was to actually spend time with you
Yes, all I wanted was to actually spend time with you