Pain Waves

I feel alone and I be talking to myself
I keep trying to find a scripture I need help
Momma keep telling me son keep your head up and just give it time
Why the fuck the ones around me take my peace of mind
I got to speak up on this shit cause I got pain waves
I feel so down and I been struggling for days
It be like the ones that say they got you
They never got you
So I keep smoking these backwoods till I'm stuck like just like a fossil
But I can't trip on this shit cause niggas ain't real like me
Bruh don't speak on this shit knowing you dont feel like me
It take a minute to tell them just how I'm feeling
Why nobody understand all the pain and hurt that I'm dealing with
So I stay dolo
I'm feeling so low
I'm trying to get gone
But I know it's wrong
Momma telling me that I can't stuff my pain inside a backwood
And I'm like you right but for the moment this shit feel good
And I keep asking how a nigga leave they son
And that nigga know it's no fixing all the hurt that he done done
I be thinking about my problems about to blow just like a bomb
It's like I only get away from this shit when I make a song
So I put all my feelings in a beat
When I'm down I talk to Mary Jane till I'm up like a tree
Know my partners feel that vibe that I'm hurting when they talking to me
And I keep running away but this pain stalking me

Shit I just had to take a little minute
Let that motherfucker breathe for a little second
You talk that real sometimes

What it feel like when I'm walking down this road
I know God sit on my shoulder but I keep feeling alone
Try to smile when they around don't want to show whats going on
I'm on edge my temper weighing thin
Just like a thong
I be speaking tryna send a little message
Cause I know silence is deadly
And a nigga don't want to be judged I can't talk to no reverend
So I settle with a mic
Trying to get this pain off tonight
I be thinking just let it out and maybe it be alright



Credits
Writer(s): Antavious Zachery
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